Day 13, 14, 15

 


Day 15

Learn your language

Feeling good, feel bad that i was not able to meet up with a friend yesterday but went a bit too hard running up a mountain and and and just dint have energy to meet up. also the aiir had a orange tint from forest fires. 

Otherwise today I announced to cowoerkers that I am leaving. so glad to have that done and I am glad to be over with Name. 

Went to the orientation talk for in town hosts. Glad I will be in the village and meeting people. Tomorrow going back to Denver looking foward to go shopping and stuff and going running around places I used to. 

Review your direction

** One goal I have is to make a video for the youtube channel or set up a live stream to talk about events. 

Count your wins

* I was able to hike to the top of the mountain. It was alot harder than I remember. 

* I mingled with people at a orientation and not be too socially awkward, small talk is still hard.  

* I am glad I am able to run two marathons. 

+ Grateful for the pool and doing alot more swimming. 

+ Grateful for living up in Vail, so much to do this summer.  


Day 14

Ran out of time to do this. 

Day 13

Ran out of time to do this. 

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