Remembering old goals


Today was a long day. I volunteered in the morning and then in the afternoon hiked down a mountain. I had wanted to hike down this one route, and it was harder and longer than I thought, but i am glad I finally did it. Volunteering in the morning was good and I got confidence standing in the middle of the street and saying hello to people. But the main think in the back of my mind were two old goals, or three or four, that kept nagging me:   

  • Strawbale house
  • Youtube channel
  • IT tech certificates
  • Training for a race, and getting back into shape and going to a gym to lift weights
Hopefully I can start working on these again soon. Each one has opportunities, but also requirer alot of time. 

Wins: 
+Volunteering on a busy day
+Hiking down a mountain on a path I was not sure about
+Remembering old goals

Thankful:
+Being in a nice place surrounded by nature. 
+Being outside all day, despite it being hot

Hopefully soon i'll start on my goals and start doing this journal correctly again.

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