writing down wins before the day starts

 

Its a bit weird to write down some wins and a goal for the day before the day starts... but i just wanted to write something down.

  • I went running last night after dinner and went to the library and the gym. It felt like I was back in boston doing what I wanted to do. I rented a new book about the Pueblo people and a movie was want to try and copy and add to a NAS server. Not sure if ill do that last part but it would be fun to try. At the gym i used compression pants and that felt so good. I was also listening to bagpipe music and everything just felt great.  
  • I signed up for a running race this weekend
  • It is Friday! the day of Civ, coke and nachos. Also it is sunny out. glad to have made it to today.
One goal I have is to make contact with a nature center, a company that makes earth blocks. one thought i had is to just apply to a job that is remote and then get a starlink and just live out of my car to build the earthblock house on a small plot of land. ahhh i can dream.

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