ski season is over, ready to spring into straw bale

I'm just glad to survive it.
- Ski season is over and I was not injured by skiing
- I texted a girl and asked if I could walk her dog
- I showed up to work 

it was a hard winter. I played a lot of destiny 2, video games and watched TV. but I needed those outlets. later on in winter I started to get active and forced myself to exercise every day. I'm glad I did it hat as it ended up taking up a lot of time and kept me focused while this girl I like didn't message me. I'm just over winter. I think I will spend spring working on finding land and finding a company to build my straw bale house. I don't have a lot of money and I don't want to live in the middle of nowhere but I am glad to just know that I'll be working on those goals.

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