Birthday 38

 


I am not sure, but I am glad that I survived today and made it to the pool and hot tub. 

I was looking at what I wrote one year ago and it was something like 'Anything worth doing is worth doing badly.' I think that is a motto I followed for the last year for 37. I just wonder what this next years motto should be. 

Maybe "I came, I saw, I conquered?", perhaps not.

I feel like the "If you are going though hell, keep going" is more appropriate. Otherwise, I wish I could find a gentler quote. 

Some wins:
1. Made it to the pool and used frustration from work and life to swim faster. Also did 100 pushups.
2. Got a lot done at work and managed to keep my cool.
3. It rained tonight, I studied and took notes in the project management course, and I had good food and opened birthday cards. 

Basically I stuck to my new motto today for year 38.

Finally, I wrote one year ago "-epiphany in not caring what others think and just do what I want to do."

I think I should use that more at 38 too.  




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